I know what to do, but I don’t do it

The inner critic is louder than my support

 When things get good, I sabotage them

I have plans, but no energy

I often feel ashamed of myself, even when I haven’t done anything wrong

It feels like I’m my own enemy

I don’t believe I can actually succeed

I’m afraid to start — what if it doesn’t work again?

Everything feels too much — either a storm or emptiness

I feel like I’m living someone else’s life